I promise. You're in my mind 24/7.
Friday, December 18, 2009

Last night went to the garden's redbox with bunch of friends from perth and after that we went to ck place's stay over. About 5a.m i was so tired so i went to the bed, and ck came to the room while im in my dreamland, he so fucking drunk, and keep on disturb me and roland... Ishhh! I woke up at 3p.m getting ready to work, but ck's doesn't want to wake up... I reached my working place about 5p.m, aunt call me screw me up while im at the thai restaurant. I hate kinda feeling's, SHIT !

"i'll always be here whether you need me or not.."

It was love in first sight,and from that day on the only thing i thought about was him ♥

7:21 PM
Falling with someone
Thursday, December 17, 2009

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...
4:52 PM
When a GIRL...

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around
When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention
When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that.
4:45 PM
Tears.

She is listening to the song ' Cry on my shoulder' right now...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WkMKMIDEIxI
Her tears roll down on her cheeks, she is missing him...
Her's body becoming weak without him...

"When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one "


i'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.

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4:40 PM


20th coming on the 10.10.10. Part-time model, enjoying life!

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